Soo yeah im going to be in year 10 and that's 9th grade in America right? I've never been stressed out over school before and like i mean i do try hard but its like if i end up with a bad exam score then i tend not to really go all upset about it coz nothing we can do right?But this time i actually got good marks but i kept on feeling dissapointed that i wasn't in a lower set for next which is really weird of me and i dunno if its because my other friends were sent to the lower class or its because the teacher kept on saying something about triple science or something.It just all sounds so hard and what annoys me more is that the teacher we have i just hate her because she cant even teach properly.So i asked my teacher if it was possible for me to go down too and she thought its because i want to be with my other friends but i don't think its that i think that im afraid the year 10 science we're going to do is going to be hard and i wont be able to catch up sometimes because im the type to not concentrate and talk alot so i think that's going to get in the way too so im still confused about if i should move or not.God i really wish you guys would help me out here you don't even post comments wehhh :( Please guys try and tell me what you think i should do because i really dont want to end up doing something i regret doing.
I really wish i knew what i wanted to do for my future or courier because yes im the type to plan into the future even if i died and not know whats going to happen to me.im thinking about maybe a hair dresser,something to do with art or a book writer but yeah that's all i have on my mind right now.I just really wish that throughout school i'll be able to make up my mind or find out something that im good at.Why don't they have like some kind of day where they take high schoolers to a college and show them the different courses they could be doing but noo they just throw you in there alone and you gotta know what to say and choose like in two seconds.I just wish before its my turn to leave for college i have an idea of what i want to spend my future doing.Wish me luck guys i keeping on reminding myself its not something i should be worrying about a this young age right? :D Its hard isnt it? getting ready for the adult world...
Sorry this topic was pretty short i didnt write much but yeah thats what i wanted to get out of me for like this week :P
Have a great day without worries everyone :* <3
