i just wanna talk about how love is such a horrible thing that could happen to you.its like a disease,you are unable of getting rid of its pain.to be honest when you look around you you see soo many young people holding hands,kissing and saying they are so in love with each other but if you ask me what do we know about love?before this crappy generation started our parents were living their lives but we didnt see them wasting their teen days falling in love and losing their virginity did we?
Sometimes teenage couples say to each other i love you but do they really know the actual meaning of love?do they actually want to sacrifice their life to be with this person?Well if they really did we wouldnt be crying over every break up that happens every month.If you really loved that person and you told them you loved them why did you end up breaking up?Dont say things you might end up regret saying.I wont mention names but there was a girl in my school who was a year younger so i think she is 13?anyways so there was a rumor about her that she had sex with a 19 year old and it came out to be true because she told us herself.What i noticed about her while she was telling us is that she was smiling.SMILING!At the age of 13 i was too worried and annoyed that i started my periods and i wasnt smiling about it and imagine i had sex i think i wouldnt even dare to show myself to anyone.i just wold be in that much shame.What is this world coming to i always think and i always hate myself for living in this horrible generation.
Another thing thats to do with love,i have always wonderd how boys are so good at hiding their emotions and just look like they dont give a shit.or maybe they actually really dont give a shit.Me being the really tomboyish girl i always thought i wouldnt be like all the other girls and start freaking out over some guy.Its not like i do it alot but not long ago there was this boy that me and him kinda had this really awkward situation when we were small but we both act as if nothing happend.The thing is everytime i see him i just start going crazy and go all quiet well you know the weird feelings we get inside of us girls?And i know that i dont love him or anything so why do i start being like that and i hate it because its not like me i never look at boys like that just as mates nothing much so i dont usually have those weird feelings like literally never!
Im so stupid for letting my heart take control over me like this its supposed to be the brain in charge right so i think i need to punish the heart now dont i?haha dont worry im joking i aint going to harm myself :P
Am so sorry guys that everytime i start talking about a topic it never makes sense and i always start going off topic.so so sorry people.Thank god i dont do that in my exams too or i will be so dead.Anyway guys enjoy your holidays and dont waste it over some stupid person that probably doesnt give a shit about you.
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One more thing people with broken hearts out there.Dont let what happend ruin your life and happy days when you can be doing so many things instead of sobbing over that girl/boy that you were hurt over.Not the end of the world,god.
