UPDATE

I was going to remove this blog.
I was afraid it would gt noticed by someone in the near future.
I felt that because I've grown up now, it's over. Things should be left behind. Thats what the past is all about. Don't regret anything and move on. Just learn from what you've been through.
But i have decided. I will not remove this blog.
In the near future, when I am living a new life, feeling happiness only.
I will return to here. Read what I had written.
To be completely grateful for where I have reached, I will remember the past and thank it.
Thank it for teaching me such important lessons.
Thank the past.
It's what helped you grow emotionally.
Let's meet again. In the near future :)

Comfort

I've been protected from the outside.
It took me a while to get used to it.
But slowly, I was sinking into the comfort of it all.
I liked the alone time I got every day.
I loved the shows that made me feel alive inside.
But now days come when I am asked why I never leave.
Why I never visit the outside world.
I want to see it but the minute I enter it,
I do not want to stay long.
It Is not the place for me, I think.
Just when I began to love this zone I created for myself,
I began to get pulled out by others.
I didn't want to leave at certain times.
I want to stay and rest for a while.
Why must they bring me out when they were the reason that I had to create this space?
Why can't they stick to what they started with.
It Is unfair If they change their minds now.
I am too deep in my comfort zone.