its raining,its pouring...

Week holiday and its a bad weather uptill now :/ And all i've been doing is walking around my house singing yes i know i need to get a life but hey what do you want me to do walk out in the rain? well i wouldnt mind but as i said im a prisoner in this house :3 seriously guys im really angry at you,you dont even talk to me i feel so rejected :'( why do  u do dis maaan :( I dont really have any plans for the holiday but i wont mind if someone came and hung out with me ;) i hav ice cream :P I FUCKING HATE MY LIFE! i dont even talk to my 'friends' but i dont really mind :) i just need someone to be close to even if we dont live anywhere near each other.So basically yesterday i was on kik and this random dude pops up to me and he's like send me a pic of u so i was like okay :) so  i sent him one and he goes 'fuck me donkeys' i mean like god no need to be so rude i already know im ugly so you dont have to tell me.i wonder whats so ugly about me apart from my hair coz that shit is just erghh -.- oh well we just gotta thank god for how he created us right? :') Remember the 'beautiful disasters' book? well theres another one called 'walking disaster' and its like the guys part of view and im getting it but its gunna be gay if its goin to be like the same shit that happens in the 'beautiful disasters' book.

This is a pic of what they could look like aw they look so cute ;') its amazing how some people can read books and imagine what the characters actually look like and then draw 'em and im just here sitting after I've finished  a book like 'mergh i've read better'. Speaking of better you guys have to,HAVE TO! read this book its like so amazing its called Eleanor and park <3 god why am i such a bookworm aha i've been reading since i was in primary :D

The pic on the left is another drawing from a fan and omg in the book she isnt even described to be that fat but oh well shes still beautfiul no matter how fat or skinny she is :D .Please read it people :) 

Am so pissed off right now at everything,im pissed off at me,at people,at many things.but goodbye people and this is the quote of the day/week.

I dont understand what that pic even means aha but i'll leave it to you guys to find out ;)

love you all :* bye bye.